Haven't blogged in Ages!

"Fall seven times, stand up eight."
~Japanese Proverb

Hello there everyone! It's been quite a while since I blogged. To be honest, since my *ahem* uh crush found my blog I sort of quit blogging for a little bit. But all the drama blew over and well, new things are going on in my life. Happy belated new year! I'm excited for 2013 ^.^ Here are some pros and cons of my 2012 year..

Pros

~Met a lot of new people
~Had a lot of new wonderful experiences
~Lost weight
~Got over my first love
~Laughed a lot
~Made a lot of really good memories with friends
~Learned so much
~Started to get more serious about writing
~My goddaughter Maggie Rose was born (:

Cons

~Lost a lot of friends
~Got in trouble tons of times with my parents
~Cut myself for the first time
~Went into a depression
~Broke the hearts of over half a dozen boys
~Slacked in school
~There was SO much drama!
~Got bullied and harassed more than ever

So, lots happened. That's just off the top of my head. Now here are my resolutions for the new year..

Resolutions

~Lose 20lbs
~Be a better person.. Ex; Random acts of kindness
~Stay single until the right guy comes around
~Learn to play the guitar
~Do really well in school
~Accomplish something I really want.. Ex; Make it on the forensics team
~Change my appearance so I feel more confident in myself
~Stay out of trouble, but still live life to the fullest
~Stay happy as much as possible
~Be the best Aunt I can possibly be
~Improve my writing skills
~Fall seven times, get up eight :)

People think I'm nuts with my resolutions, like losing 20lbs. Its really not that much, and if I lose twenty pounds then my BMI (Body Mass Index) will be perfectly healthy. And for changing my appearance. Like I'm getting colored contacts in two months, and I'm getting my braces off in the summer, and I'm thinning my eyebrows, and I'm losing weight. But my appearance change isn't for anybody else. It's for myself. I want to look in the mirror and be able to honestly say, "Wow.. I'm beautiful."

On a side note, for the working on my writing part, I'm working on two stories right now. One I'm stumped, and the other one should be done by the end of the week, so I'm ecstatic for that!

Another thing I'm extremely ecstatic for is learning the guitar. I got a brand new Rogue sunburst guitar for Christmas from my uncle :D

I named her Lola. I was going back and forth between Rosalia and Lola, and Lola is short and sweet so I decided upon that. Ah I already learned Boulevard of Broken Dreams so I'm really happy. The new year started off great, I was with my best friend Brianna, my friend Nikki, and one of my close guy friends Ethan when the ball dropped. We all had a great time, and it was very funny when I spilled the sparkling cider all over myself. Aha well that's enough blogging for tonight. I should be doing Science homework haha. Goodnight all! :)